Mar22, 2011

I don't really have that much to blog about, things are pretty much back to normal and the stress has gone down significantly. Things have definitely slowed down and I am so grateful. So I have formspring too but I hardly ever get on but today I randomly decided to check where I found this note:

"You are a very beautiful and strong person, no matter what. Don't let life or your disability get in the way of being the person you can be. I love you, and wish you luck with your life"

It didn't say who it was from but I think because I don't know who it was it made it more special. It made my day and put me in a good mood. Thanks to whoever sent it to me.
~Cait:)

Mar17, 2011

Happy St. Patrick's Day!! I am feeling sooo much better. Things feel back to normal, which is awesome. I literally have the greatest friends in the world! Last night was so fun, we ordered pizza twice and stayed up till like 2:30 talking. It was hilarious though cause we were all so tired hahaha, I don't think we were making any sense at all and I honestly can't remember what all we talked about. But it was fun...Well I better go attempt to look at some of my french stuff before class. See ya!
~Cait :)

Mar16, 2011

Well I lost it last night haha. All that stress and crap that has been happening finally hit me. It was pretty bad, and I want my friends to know how grateful I am that they were there for me. They honestly mean the world to me and I couldn't ask for better friends. Thanks for being so understanding and helping through this rough time if you are reading this. Oh and my best friend that was threatening to tell the guy I like that I like him...yeah she told him...or at least she said she did. I was so scared all day yesterday after she told me but when I finally saw him he didn't say anything or act very different. Hopefully that means we can still be friends. That's what I was most scared of. Not that he wouldn't like me back cause I knew he wouldn't, but I was afraid of losing a good friend. That's why I didn't want him to know...but I'm pretty sure he does now so I guess we will just have to see how it goes...
~Cait :)

Mar15, 2011

Beware the Ides of March!! I'm not really sure what exactly that means but let's just say I'm being extra cautious today. Okay so I'm going to just vent for a few so prepare yourselves. So basically I'm stressed beyond max! I feel like I may explode at any second! Last week was Spring Break and it was awful I'm not gonna lie. First, a couple days before break I found out my BEST friend isn't doing well. She has what I have but when she gets sick, she really gets sick, and she has been sick for a while. But now she is saying she is too exhausted to fight it anymore. She isn't doing well at all and I have no idea what to do if something happens. Ya'll think I'm a mess now? If she doesn't pull through...Anyway so I go home and find out my Grandpa isn't doing well and they don't think he is going to make it much longer! He passed away Sunday March 6. It was a very sad week to say the least. I didn't even get to go see him before...I then came back to school glad to see my friends and they inform me our friend who went to school here last year, Ian Myers, passed away over break. I mean really?! Why does this keep happening? All within a week and a half...And to top it all off my best friend is threatening to tell a certain someone my secret. Plus I have a TON of school crap to do. I seriously don't think I can take anymore. I've slept maybe...5-6 hours in the last 48, I'm barely eating, and I have a headache like no other! UGH!!!

Feb24, 2011

Hey, I'm really bad at this blogging thing haha. So, I'm out of the hospital and better. I had pneumonia and a collapsed lung, yeah not so fun. I was there for a week but when I came back to school my door was all decorated and I had a card from everyone and a teddy bear, it was awesome. It really meant a lot to me, so if any of my friends are reading this thank you so much! I have the greatest friends in the world! I can't believe that we are almost half way through the semester! It's going to be a very long summer not seeing everyone everyday, and I'm honestly afraid I may not see some of them next year even when we come back. They're all saying we will still see each other but I don't think they are really going to be wanting to come back to see me...I hate thinking about it but I know it's going to happen. But not thinking about it yet! So anywho...I am watching The Notebook right now and it's the part where they realize they still love each other after all that time, and she says something about how it's too late and stuff and it's making me think maybe I should just tell the person I like that I like them to see what they think before it's too late, I mean you only live once and I don't want to be thinking 'what if' forever..I just don't want to ruin a friendship and make it awkward every time I see him...What should I do? UGH! Life is so complicated...Well I'm going to get off here and finish this movie, see ya.
~Cait :)

Feb5, 2011

Heyy, so I am in the hospital...yeah...I went into the ER yesterday cause I was having problems breathing and they are going to keep me for a few days I think. I'm sooo bored...

Feb3, 2011

Wow so much for writing in this everyday...I've been really busy and my computer had a virus so  I  wasn't able to get on here for like a week and a half. Anywho...so not much has happened since I last wrote in here. I'm sick now though :/. I've been coughing for like 24 hours and it's getting really annoying. I just want to be able to breath...okay is it breath or breathe?? I always get them mixed up haha. So yeah...well I'm gonna go watch a movie and take a nap.
~Cait :)